A New and Improved Blog

So I haven't posted in a while...as I'm sure 2 of you have noticed...maybe only 1 (Hi Alexa! :) ). Ha! 

Anyway, after BabyGirl was born I wasn't sure what I wanted this blog to be all about. I didn't think about it before she was here, but I became really uncomfortable with posting pictures for everyone in the whole big wide world to see. I have a hard enough time with putting pics on Facebook...maybe I'm weird. I just can't stand how people can "share" the pictures I post to their own walls...I don't know who their friends are or if their settings are set to "private" (not that some computer geek can't figure out how to get past that)...what if they have some creepo steal a picture or something? UGH. I could go on for a while concerning this topic, but I will spare you from that soapbox. You're welcome.

So yeah...I decided to shut the ole blog down for a while, but then I just couldn't let go of it completely. I have really enjoyed blogging...especially now that I'm a stay-at-home mom. I've had a few conversations with people that made me think maybe I should still keep up with it. Also, I've been praying for several months about what I can do for God's glory outside of being a godly wife and mother. As crazy as it sounds, I believe that I need to keep this blog going. After my quiet time today, especially, I feel that God has some crazy purpose for this blog. I have so many thoughts of future entries swirling around in this BEYOND fatigued head of mine. The last 3.5 months have been the biggest whirlwind I have ever been through in my entire life. There have been major ups and major downs and all of it involves the most incredible gift I have ever received...BabyGirl. I would go through every major down a hundred thousand times if it meant I was doing it for her. More than ever, I can not even begin to fathom how God gave his son for me. What a mighty God I serve. Oh how I love Him. 

So...we shall see what is in store for this little blog. Right now, BabyGirl is asleep so I should probably get my butt in bed as she has decided that sleeping 5 hour stretches as she was doing from 3 weeks old...is for the birds. Now she likes to grace us with her wakefulness every 1.5 hours or so All. Night. Long. However, there have been issues causing that which might possibly be for a future blog entry. We shall see. You know the saying, "it's different when it's your child." So, so true. I've heard that saying all my life and just couldn't really see it. But it's so true...I know I already said that...remember the fatigue?! Anyway, It's not like I am giddy at the thought of waking up every hour and a half for BabyGirl, but I just don't mind it like I thought I would have. I love that little ball of joy with every ounce of my being. ...and like I said before, I just can't fathom the thought of giving my child up for someone else's sin. I just weep at the thought of it. Oh how I pray I make Him proud. That is my only goal in life. 

-Megan